[X] My Assistant

Actually I do not hate a lot I just hate you. Also the cake was done yesterday, yellow with chocolate icing. It was delicious and I was around as I made it

what kind of cake was it because...
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Actually I do not hate a lot I just hate you. Also the cake was done yesterday, yellow with chocolate icing. It was delicious and I was around as I made it

Chocolate Icing of Enmity.

Chocolate Icing of Enmity.

sounds much like the taste of bitter tears
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indeed Razoress or a sorrowful liquorish taste perhaps?
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sweets for the most part make up alot of the happiness have here, it's for many their medium and means of feeling better
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cocoon's eating wrapped emotions, though they will figure out what sweetness really tastes like indeed
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should be sex and love, being the OP's in sweetness and bliss
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sex meaning also that much love for life, Life is a feeling most can't generate even in the most dramatic of climaxes
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essentially
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thy think we are know it alls, burning all over just figuring that much
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that's where the scale tipper formula is revealed
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Whatever we're here eating cake (IMG:[invalid] style_emoticons/default/biggrin.gif)

Whatever we're here eating cake :D

What about the Cake that which represents anothers mourning? Someone has to enjoy someone's sorrow that or it's just that much more sorrow

I don't purposely say things to confuse anyone, not many will after having a doctor saying your heart is bleeding; that was told to me at age 19. 7 years later I'm still alive when you said I should kill myself I honestly don't think you realize the gravity of saying that

but at the same time you would be surprised as to my med records showing I have died and for "some reason" my body can shut down can even be the heart my hear has stopped beating various times <~~

can't die serious yes verrry serious this being for others to read cuz I don't think you care about what I have to say no matter how true or what scale it is

which is sad

:: takes a bite out of a moist triple layered mocha chocolate late' mix'ed cake :: the icing be a mix of 10% white chocolate, 30% chocolate, 5% coffee, 5% vanilla, 50% light mocha mix have to have some whip cream on top to smooth it all out

bitter sweet? nah I like my sorrow sweet and peppy :3 like a morning coffee

if you really want to know what this means then just ask

you're in the dark on who I am and what I say most of the time maybe if you really understood me you'ed see what sort of style I am referring to P___P though I don't think you are familiar with cake walking or pink lanterns none of this makes any sense you need only to ask

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:: Currently Listening to: The Birthday Massacre - Sleepwalking ::

First of all nobody cares about your medical problems! If your wondering why its cause we all have our own medical problems. Some more serious than others but we don't use them as a crutch or to gain sympathy like you are. The weight of any words are dependant solely on the person taking them in. Why should it matter what I or anyone else says to you? I don't know you, we aren't friends, or even classmates. Nothing I say should effect you, unless You let it effect you.

First of all nobody cares about your medical problems! If your wondering why its cause we all have our own medical problems. Some more serious than others but we don't use them as a crutch or to gain sympathy like you are. The weight of any words are dependant solely on the person taking them in. Why should it matter what I or anyone else says to you? I don't know you, we aren't friends, or even classmates. Nothing I say should effect you, unless You let it effect you.

You don't care that's the point and to whom doesn't care that's the jest; but also you said I must be alone and I gave you a response that simple.

You complicate things Isis alot to, others do as well but you take anything I use and use it the same with any problems I mention. You use what I provide as a response and respond without a heart; just because you don't know me doesn't mean you should hate me the same with anyone

as I mentioned before most who don't know another are verry quick to judge, flame and persecute but if I was family I would maybe be called "your crazy little cousin" yes? IF related there wouldn't be any interest in throwing away anything I say

btw it only takes me a couple of minutes to respond so this is a verry quick process while waiting for someone to respond I am enjoying each moment of life each moment my ears here beautiful notes, melody's and music

instead of dwelling about how much better everything could be; though I would like it to be better. Though I want it better for everyone else who would want better

you want to see me cry the same old dried up well tactic

your feelings towards me are due to my indiffernce the same with how disgusted you are with someone you simply can't understand

if you understood my isis you would see I am responding and not speaking of anything unnecessary but my medical problems seem to be an emo sympathetic expression; when I am expressing the gravity and moments I have experienced in my life though a shallow brush on the surface.

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Yes I do not care about YOU, I care very deeply for other people. Not you and because of that your attempts to trick me into demonizing myself are futile. Your the type of person that lives off of pity and sympathy and it pisses you off that I don't buy into it. I have 45+ cousins and counting if you were apart of them I would treat you exactly the same as I am now except I would probably punch you already. I hold my family to the same standards as I do everyone else. So.... (IMG:[invalid] style_emoticons/default/tongue.gif)

I have 45+ cousins and counting

WOW! Your family must be huge! Good for you :)

I care very deeply for other people.

me?

WOW! Your family must be huge! Good for you (IMG:[invalid] style_emoticons/default/smile.gif)

Lol yeah my grandparents had 13 children each of which has had 3-11 children.

me?

Well I don't know you that well yet, but I'm sure I will (IMG:[invalid] style_emoticons/default/smile.gif)

Lol yeah my grandparents had 13 children each of which has had 3-11 children.

Aww, well now I'm kind of envious :3
Anyways, it sound like you had lots of fun (no pun intended) when you were little (IMG:[invalid] style_emoticons/default/smile.gif)

Yes I do not care about YOU, I care very deeply for other people. Not you and because of that your attempts to trick me into demonizing myself are futile. Your the type of person that lives off of pity and sympathy and it pisses you off that I don't buy into it. I have 45+ cousins and counting if you were apart of them I would treat you exactly the same as I am now except I would probably punch you already. I hold my family to the same standards as I do everyone else. So.... :P

trick

you stereo type harshly and because of that there is no possibility to mend any means of understanding between each other

your call

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Aww, well now I'm kind of envious :3
Anyways, it sound like you had lots of fun (no pun intended) when you were little (IMG:[invalid] style_emoticons/default/smile.gif)

Sadly not really, well only a handful of times. Both my mother and father were in the military. So I only got to visit a couple of summers, but now I live here (IMG:[invalid] style_emoticons/default/smile.gif) in the same city as them

trick

you stereo type harshly and because of that there is no possibility to mend any means of understanding between each other

your call

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Lmao funny I'm the type that usually gets stereotyped against. Fyi I didn't stereotype anyone or anything. You dumbass

What is this about types of stereos?

I have a Bose.

Sadly not really, well only a handful of times. Both my mother and father were in the military. So I only got to visit a couple of summers, but now I live here (IMG:[invalid] style_emoticons/default/smile.gif) in the same city as them

So you can see them whenever you feel like it.
My family lives so far away, so I only get to see them on Christmas, not even every year (IMG:[invalid] style_emoticons/default/sad.gif)

isis86
Lmao funny I'm the type that usually gets stereotyped against. Fyi I didn't stereotype anyone or anything. You dumbass
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you stereo type me anyone who attacks me it's because they don't understand me.

"Shadows"

Pulsing pushing,
shoveling through the stark.
Emitting and shimmering,
it's through doors and layers lying.
Candle light,
the bottom reminiscent of memory's.

Cascading in contrast,
showering in shards and stars.
She is waiting to for that first step,
to reach then end of this hour glass.

Ruby tipped lips,
she's speaking of words never ending.
wading through the borrowed portal,
candle lit in her fluorescent gown.
Wading into the distances unseen,
waiting for illumination and the retreat of the obscene.

Pulsing and pushing,
her descent eases.
Flowing ocean,
the shadows reseed.
Her undying heart,
lyrics trickling from her lips.
Reaching Her Destiny.

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No influence just listening to HD versions of The Birthday Massacre, downloaded version of songs is way out of control in quality lol

you stereo type me anyone who attacks me it's because they don't understand me.

Oh, you must be 'attacked' all your life, I guess it's impossible to understand something that sounds like 'bzzzzz, awrghabw bzzzzz'. It's just so hard to concentrate!!!

Oh, you must be 'attacked' all your life, I guess it's impossible to understand something that sounds like 'bzzzzz, awrghabw bzzzzz'. It's just so hard to concentrate!!!

actually the friends i have made in school are still my friend to this date, the main attacks I have received have mostly been on the internet besides random encounter with some persons who trip out.

I have 100+ contacts on skype as well, a verry responsive fan base on my myspace 99% are bands & my youtube channels are also good; though getting mass hits on youtube is like betting on a horse in a race that you have no history or details on. You tube is a guessing game when it comes to hits, then again the videos featured on youtube's home page are always ditzy lame ahh videos.

To put in literal terms no one responds as bzzz awrhabw bzzzz nor is what I type to that equivalent.

Vultures looking for scraps. no lyrics this time

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This post has been edited by Yuri Candy: Nov 25 2010, 03:55

I have 100+ contacts on skype as well

LOL, it's like saying you're popular because you have 1200 facebook friends /facepalm

To put in literal terms no one responds as bzzz awrhabw bzzzz nor is what I type to that equivalent.

No, you don't respond like that. But it all sounds (looks) like it.