[X] My Assistant

Few songs are going on in my mind.

"Good to know I'll get my booster jab soon."

Searching veery old posts I've made across the web I was thinking about how stupid and embarrassing I've often been in my youth, and if I would be happier had I stayed that way, sort of like ignorance can be a bliss? Like I feel I'm clever enough to know I was stupid but I'm too stupid to be clever enough to actually make something out of it. (IMG:[invalid] style_emoticons/default/huh.gif)

Searching veery old posts I've made across the web I was thinking about how stupid and embarrassing I've often been in my youth, and if I would be happier had I stayed that way, sort of like ignorance can be a bliss? Like I feel I'm clever enough to know I was stupid but I'm too stupid to be clever enough to actually make something out of it. (IMG:[invalid] style_emoticons/default/huh.gif)

10 years from now you'll cringe at your current posts, too. That's how it always goes. It's not just a matter of maturity and changing as a person, although it's a bit of that also. A lot of Internet posting is done on the spur of the moment and impulsively, when those feelings and thoughts you had while posting are long gone while reading it back years later you end up feeling it's moronic drivel.

I'm not trying to insult you. It's the same for most people, including myself. Think of how many of your favorite tv shows, real life "heroes", musicians from 15 years ago you find utterly lame and phony now? Lots probably. Humans are constantly changing, hypocritical, myopic creatures.

This post has been edited by sunshineandlolipops: Dec 8 2021, 23:32

Oh christ, we've all been there. Just thinking about some of the shit I've put on the web makes me cringe just thinking about it. Same for how I was in school. Fuck that noise. I wish I didn't remember things at random moments, but there we are.

I feel restless unless I'm doing something.

Lab Assistant: "I need to borrow some money... I'm desperate... I need to feed my kids... I need to pay my bills... Christmas is-"
Me: "IF YOU ARE THAT DESPERATE, THEN BRING ME SELISEH'S HEAD!"

Not my fault bastard is addicted to online gambling.

Searching veery old posts I've made across the web I was thinking about how stupid and embarrassing I've often been in my youth, and if I would be happier had I stayed that way, sort of like ignorance can be a bliss? Like I feel I'm clever enough to know I was stupid but I'm too stupid to be clever enough to actually make something out of it. (IMG:[invalid] style_emoticons/default/huh.gif)

Me too, brother...... Me too...... (IMG:[invalid] style_emoticons/default/laugh.gif) But people grow on each moment (IMG:[invalid] style_emoticons/default/cool.gif)

It was a free day

Searching veery old posts I've made across the web I was thinking about how stupid and embarrassing I've often been in my youth, and if I would be happier had I stayed that way, sort of like ignorance can be a bliss? Like I feel I'm clever enough to know I was stupid but I'm too stupid to be clever enough to actually make something out of it. (IMG:[invalid] style_emoticons/default/huh.gif)

Holy shit, the WHOLE FORUM I made when I was very young, well the damn thing is still alive (I just checked)
Now that's shameful (IMG:[invalid] style_emoticons/default/ph34r.gif) (IMG:[invalid] style_emoticons/default/ph34r.gif) (IMG:[invalid] style_emoticons/default/ph34r.gif)

10 years from now you'll cringe at your current posts, too. That's how it always goes. It's not just a matter of maturity and changing as a person, although it's a bit of that also. A lot of Internet posting is done on the spur of the moment and impulsively, when those feelings and thoughts you had while posting are long gone while reading it back years later you end up feeling it's moronic drivel.

I'm not trying to insult you. It's the same for most people, including myself. Think of how many of your favorite tv shows, real life "heroes", musicians from 15 years ago you find utterly lame and phony now? Lots probably. Humans are constantly changing, hypocritical, myopic creatures.

Reading the replies from all of you I am glad that others also kind of feel this way haha, thinking about how I'll cringe again in time anyway is definitely a better way to look at this!

After sleeping on it maybe part of it also bothered me so much because while I've never really posted much online except the few posts from a long time ago, I've never stopped reading others opinions as it has always been interesting to look at things from a different viewpoint.
But especially now, when spending so much more time online than usual with an endless stream of others thoughts (especially when I disagree with someone) guess it made me want to start having my own voice again, which was when I looked up my old posts and started wondering if that was such a good idea haha.
If I had never stopped posting in the first place maybe the progress would've been more visible if that makes sense.

If I had never stopped posting in the first place maybe the progress would've been more visible if that makes sense.

It does.

work

I want to lead a regular and righteous life.

looking forward to the weekend

I look forward to news on more Covid-positive cases now that the election is near.

Finally this week's work is over

I look forward to news on more Covid-positive cases now that the election is near.

owowowowo sooo evil (IMG:[invalid] style_emoticons/default/laugh.gif)
so, which candidate you choose?

money

owowowowo sooo evil (IMG:[invalid] style_emoticons/default/laugh.gif)
so, which candidate you choose?

Not voting. These (corrupt and two-faced) politicians only reward directly to their cronies.