just thinking about all the meaningless pleasures and degeneracy we delve further into compulsively that only leave me feeling empty and devoid; face to face with a reality of an empty existence and hopelessness, and that it may be what the rest of my life will be like to the very end, unless i end it.
I refilled my list of speedruns to watch, and I got one that last 7h50. And it's a rpg, so I would pause and framestep to read, so it would take even longer to watch it. Not sure when I will attack this monster.
After MegaMan X6 tomorrow, I will be done rewatching Tool-Assisted Speedruns of all MMX available (since it doesn't include the PS2, for better or for worst)