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Who the heck even likes cymbals anyway?

The issue is that I hate everything that I do.

Today I wish I had energy to hate. See [hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com] http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/2011...depression.html
It'll pass.

So, The Three Stooges movie comes out today. Comments?

So, The Three Stooges movie comes out today. Comments?

I only heard about these from "Freeman's Mind" I don't have to know 'em, I'm not even a NATO kid. (IMG:[invalid] style_emoticons/default/tongue.gif)

So, The Three Stooges movie comes out today. Comments?

Haven't seen it, but the reaction I've gotten from friends is pretty positive lol

Hah, I'm a dipwad. I thought I had a song up on my Soundcloud for the last coupl'a months and I didn't and that's why I'm a dipwad.

Did my roommie really just by the new Nicki Minaj album??? Really....

Damn son, I'm really goin' crazy right now.

Damn son, I'm really goin' crazy right now.

Must be the gunpowder in your veins. (IMG:[invalid] style_emoticons/default/tongue.gif)

I've been through the desert on a Norse with no name
It felt good to be out of the rain
In the desert you can remember your name
'Cause there ain't no one for to give you no pain

And then Poxy was a pony.

Just horsin' around the farm...

Saw the 3D video of Tupac. It was pretty badass.

I am now reading a manga about math. orz

Speaking of maths, [en.wikipedia.org] Numb3rs wasn't all that bad, but I stopped watching it after a while.

I don't know why.

Saw the 3D video of Tupac. It was pretty badass.

I did too, and was impressed. Slightly alarmed at the fact that even dead artists will be exploited for their likeness, but I like 2Pac so it was fun to see.

Tupac's not really dead, though, he's hanging out with Elvis.

Also, an artist's value goes up after they die. True story.

Who the heck even likes cymbals anyway?

I do enjoy some awesome hi hat beats from time to time.

Also, an artist's value goes up after they die. True story.

Yeah, that always been the case. But a whole 3D spectacle that looks incredibly lifelike performing on stage in front of thousands of paying venue goers? That's just taking it to a whole 'nother level.

I didn't even know Tupac was dead. Well, whatever.

Today I wish I had energy to hate. See [hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com] http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/2011...depression.html
It'll pass.

Just got done reading that and it's mostly true. But I haven't found the thing that will make me defiantly fearless yet, so I'm still at about the 1/4 mark in that comic thing if you remove the crying. Because crying is for sissies and kwayers.

And this has been going on since I started actively hating things and realized that hating myself is easier and a better alternative to hating everyone else around me, since people are mostly good. It's been roughly 10 years now since this process began. I see no forward progress in the near future.

I can't see the future. I still can't consider myself depressed because there is someone I love and made the promise to leave that wretched world with her when the time comes.

The crying phase is behind me but it did happen at some point. Hating yourself always is a better alternative to hating other people unless you want to cause actual harm to others. I'd suggest you both to try and empty your mind through doing whatever is supposed to help you do so when this happens. Sometimes, it actually works for me, but I'm heavy on meds too, so... Yeah.

I genuinely felt sad when Rob reminded me of a few things. Was he jesting ? Perhaps, but most of what he said was true. Truth isn't supposed to make you sad. You are supposed to man up and accept it, or at least deal with it.

So, I'm thankful to him for that. Yeah, if you read this, Rob, I'm serious. Thank you. I'm not going to send a fucking PM because I don't have time for that shit right now and you don't like karmas.

Take it as asslicking or why-so-serious or whatever you want, I don't care. I still believe I'm serious.

This post has been edited by Mika Kurogane: Apr 19 2012, 07:36