Yes. I watch myself. A lot. Since a couple weeks ago.
I was shocked when I first saw my test vtuber videos. People studying my voice and personality had generally told me there was a chance I could be great, but I didn't believe it.
I thought I was going to die of cringe to my own recorded voice like always. Maybe my training listening to Kaela's voice helped desensitize me, as planned. If I can forget that monstrosity is myself and just think of it as some idiot, I do hear all the bizarre qualities people attributed to me over the years. Aside from using a different type of microphone, my voice almost holds its own alongside the better female dub anime VAs when I'm playing a game.
Unfortunately, I can't speak Japanese worth a damn. My actual ability is below 10% of what I thought it was a few years back, nor does it seem to be getting any better.
I'm again delayed but maybe I can show you guys in a couple months. I dunno, I'm afraid to even use the same character for fear you expert image searchers could uncover my non-hentai name.
QUOTE(Kleitus @ Anatomy of Yaoi from a fudanshis point of view)

Judging by Google images, these are only ugly women. Therefore - no.
How do you find out what they look like?
I might not disappoint too much if people found out what I looked like, even though I'm a guy who uses a little girl avatar, and speaks in my everyday ojisan voice. I don't think there are many pictures of me in existence though.
By the way, what happened to Anatomy of Yaoi version 2 thread? I can't find it anymore in Free Speech.