QUOTE(radixius @ Oct 21 2010, 02:46)

You (or the character you've mulled up for the forum)
As I said before, I've tried very hard not to make up any "character" on the forum. If I'm different here than in real life, it's merely because I'm afforded more liberties.
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have low-moderate to moderate intelligence, but not through a lack of academic knowledge, more through a lethargy for societal rules stemming from being shunned frequently in social situations.
I know I'm not the quickest, but I have no problem in social situations. In fact, for the majority of my life I've had the opposite problem. Having random people come up to me trying to converse with me because I'm one of the popular ones. At least, this is how it was for most of high school.I grew tired of talking to idiots and refrained more and more from social interaction because Ireland is populated by a vast amount of uncultured, common trash. "Jesus! The tits on her! Anto, d'ja see the tits on that one?!" "Yeah, they were great". Every guy is basically like this and it gets tiring after a while.
The women aren't much better either. Every status report on Facebook from the females (most of whom i know from high school) are all about drinking, clubbing, watching Sex & the City, Jersey Shore, Twilight etc...
It was okay during highschool, when I used to have several of them around at once (much to the shegrin of the other guys) but the conversation were hardly philisophical.
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You also seem to be the black sheep of your family, having very few things in common with the people you are around the most, often leaving you feeling neglected, yet years of it has left you apathetic to this.
I may be the black sheep, but I'm fine with this. My family aren't very good company either. They've taken to drinking and talking nonsense which, given the current situation I can understand, but they were never far from all that in the first place. I try to be with them and for the most part we get along fine. The high and low of it is, I can't be bothered with them anymore.
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You are quick to open up to people, but are often hurt and just as quick to close back up if you feel that you've been betrayed or ostracized by someone you had respect for.
Is this a reference to you? 'Cause I never closed back up. Not that I'm aware of anyway.
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You enjoy the things you want to, regardless of what anyone else thinks, or any insults that someone may fling your way. You crave attention but nothing you do seems noteworthy enough to get you what you want, which is frustrating.
I crave attention? You must be kidding me? I might be a little boisterous here now and then, but it's because half the time, this place is dead.
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Basically, what I see is a lonely, frustrated young man that hasn't had a great lot in life, but remains somewhat optimistic, if not showing pessimism to throw people off to avoid a conversation about how you feel, because you want to suffer alone and not burden anyone with your problems. I'd surmise that if you found people of a like mind, with similar interests and similar goals, you'd blossom fairly quickly and become happier, though the last part isn't an educated guess, but rather a trait shared by all humans, whether they admit it or not.
Most of that is pretty accurate. I honestly think my attitude would be better if I didn't live in a country full of drunk retards.
QUOTE(radixius @ Oct 21 2010, 02:47)

People drew the truth out of me, then decided it wasn't good enough for them.
Day in, day out, same old thing.
And there it is.You finaly decide to take time out of criticising, implying and stock taking and because people didn't,
A} Bow down and worship your almighty intellect. (which you'd roll your eyes at and pretend it's not what you want to hear)
or B} Say nothing. (in which case you'd feel ignored or that you shouldn't have "put yourself out there" and would make sure not to do it again)
you go back to not even trying.
Also, none of this is meant to be an "attack" against you or worse yet, some kind of mushy, sentimental sit-down. (I know you'd hate that (IMG:[
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This post has been edited by Anto of the Sand: Oct 21 2010, 04:36