QUOTE(wolfgirl of autumn92 @ Nov 19 2013, 04:18)

Well she is gone... again... for 11 hours (IMG:[
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Why i just sit here at home alone till one of my friends gets on live.
She makes me work on her shop and i think COOL! If i work on her shop and get a lot done me and her can spend some time, cuddle, play video games together, watch a movie, sex.. SOMETHING!
It feels like it's been ages since we really got to spend time with one the other.
I can't just tell her to STOP what she is doing, that never works with her and just make's her upset with me.
She is like a wild animal in bed and out... can't cage her even if i was wanting too.
That just ends with her yelling at me in some Native American language that i can't understand a damn word of. Her grand parents and her talk in it all the time so i don't never know what the hell is going on.
Really i don't care if she reads this, I kind of hope she does.
Is she does than i will say this.
Baby can you please try and stop doing things sometimes, with all the work you do you worry me sometimes.
It's work this work that with you, i can understand you wanna spent time with your friends i do to a lot and i can also understand that Yeah i admit i can be a real fucking assholes sometimes, i'm a man that is normal.
Just slow down will you. On your off days or after work can you and me make some time for one the other please. (IMG:[
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Also can i please get something out of working on your shop?
I'm not talking sex i mean like some you and me time, we still have yet gone out to eat for my birthday that was a few days back.
You stay so wrapped up in things can you make some time for me baby?
I hope none of this get's you into trouble but it's like talking to you don't do the trick. (IMG:[
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style_emoticons/default/sad.gif) I do stay so worked up in things it's hard that i find time for myself let alone my husband.
I did promise for his birthday that me and him can go out and eat somewhere fancy and not just get something fast to eat.
I guess i do need to slow down and stop trying to get things done so fast, all it means is that i will start on the next thing that needs to get done than the next and so on.
I made it where almost the only three things i would ever do is work get on here and work or be out with friends when i can.
I stay tired and sore all the time and just keep going even if my body is telling me to stop..
I can't control my daily real life job but i can control this one.
If you all would excuse me i have someone i need to go pay attention too.
I might not be back on for tonight, i need to learn that this shop can wait.
This shop is just adding on as a brick in the wall that is pushing me away from someone i deeply care about.